I have random moments of panic when I think "oh my god! What am I doing!? What if this doesn't work out and I have to come home jobless, moneyless and stuffless." It's amazing how these moments catch me totally unaware like a sucker punch. And they happen usually when I'm in bed and just waking up. I guess my brain is fairly unoccupied at that time and the fears I keep at bay during the rest of the day have a chance to pop into my head.